Help.

I just need help right now.

It get's harder & harder everyday.

I can't handle all of this anymore.

- Drama
- Fighting
- Rumors

EVERYTHING !

It's like as if a boulder is being carried on my back, and there's no way to get it off of me. I just don't want to live my life this way...

I want to wake up in the morning, knowing that everything is going to be okay.
I want to fall asleep at night, knowing that the next day will be better than it ever has.
I want to know a lotta things. But hey, I'm not smart enough to do that.

Summer '09 is kinda like a roller coaster. My summer has its UPS 'n DOWNS.
Ugh, I WANNA SCREAM !

Nobody really ever understands. I wish there was one special person in this world, that could be there with me, side by side... just there for me...
They'll give me a shoulder to cry on. They'll help me through those little problems, even the big.

But hey, not all wishes come true.
However, there is always such thing as HOPE....

God, please help me.