1st day.

Today is the first day of Summer Vacation.

I'm kinda telling this to everyone who is reading my blog:

I like this boy. But it's an "On & Off" kinda thing.
Like for example: I like him for 2 months, then my crush on him just stops. Then... later on, it happens again.
Ughhh... I just don't know what to do.

I kinda feel heart-broken right now, for various reasons.
- I know he likes someone else.

This can probably put a clue to my Yorbita friends out there:

I've always said, "I just want us to be bestfriends. Nothing more."

So there ya have it.
My clue on who that "boy" is. I'm sure you guys can figure out who he is.

And honestly, I'm trying to stop myself from falling in love with him/ liking him. Because sometimes I feel like there's always someone else that can have a happier time with him. You know?
So what's really the point of trying, if you know you're just going to fail.

At times I wonder how my life would change, if I never met him?
Heh, I'm guessing I wouldn't be in this mess right now.

I just have to stop my heart from loving him, more than what we are- bestfriends.

God, tell me what to do.