I'm saying

FML too often.
And it's gotta stop.

BUT HOW?

School is somewhat my new depression. Despite having school over in 3 days.
I realized that my life isn't always filled with "happiness"

Today at school, my friend Alyanna and I had our "Confession Talk" and our "Whatever you want to say to one another" talk.
It feels soooo good to let it out to someone you fully trust.

Even later on today at school, we had another one of those talks. We walked around the field about 4 times (just the two of us), and another 2 times with Abigail. Later on came Teresa :)

Hopefully I do this with them again tomorrow.
Sometimes, I just want to let go of everything, and start off fresh.

Moving to another school is a good start?
Hm, some part of me wants to run away from all of my friends, and just let loose.
Although, another part of me wants to be with them forever.

Robert (one of my good friend's), saw me cry today.
He said, "Aww, Jan. Wipe those tears off your cheek. Don't cry. Everything's gonna be alright."

But no, eveything isn't gonna be alright.
Everybody says that these days, but it's not always true... most especially not for me.

Gosh, life can be so complicated these days.

I just wish tomorrow will be a better day...