I'm done.

7th grade is coming up.
And I'm done with the past...

Hi, I'm Jan Mariel Sandoval and I'm that kinda girl that wants everything she wants, but never gets it. I'm going to become a 7th grader at Giano Intermediate, and I don't want anymore drama, rumors, fights, lies, etc, starting all over again in my life.

I've had these braces for a long time now, and I'm glad that nobody has judged me because of that. These days, I don't really know who my true friends are. It's a strong mystery I need to solve. I still hang-out with those people that only care about themselves, and that's gotta stop. I need friends that actually care about me, and will always be there for me.. day by day.

I gotta stop pretending. Honestly, I just want to fit in like everyone else in school. Ya know, wear those skinny jeans, cardigans, fix your hair every morning to look good. But that's not really who I am. Sometimes, I don't even care what I wear. Because then, I would know if people like me for who I am, or who I'm not. Fitting in with the crowd, and being popular.. is every girl's dream. Unfortunately, that's not mine.

I need to make the right decisions. My conscience is telling me to do the right thing- just do whatever I want to do. Not what everyone else is doing. But I STILL want to be like everyone else for some reason. Right now, I don't care if people leave me out. Go ahead. Because true friends, never leave each other behind... Go think about that.

I've had my little crushes from the past few years. But please... I don't care anymore. Boys are the last part on my list.

My lesson is learned- listen to the people that you believe in; Respect the people who respect you back; If you care about someone, then you would do ANYTHING for them.. even death.; Don't be someone you aren't, 'cos karma can get you back; Make right decisions, it will do you good; It feels really nice to tell everything to someone that has all ears on you, and their arms ready to give you a hug after it's all over.

That's it. I'm done with all of this drama, rumors, lies... EVERYTHING. I've learned my lesson. I'll do whatever I want to do in my life. Don't give me a hard time, 'cos my ears aren't wiling to listen to you.

I'm out.