Why?

Is my life somewhat getting WORSE AND WORSE?!

Today is the last day of school, and it has to end this way.
He told me something... and now, I regret hearing it.

I don't know if you guys know who I'm talking about, and I'm sure HE doesn't know himself.
I just wish I had the power to go back in time, and fix EVERYTHING that I want to change.

It kinda feels like every single day... my life is changing in a way that makes me want to forget about all the things that has just recently happened in my life.
I want to scream so loud, my eardrums will shatter into a million pieces..

Just how my life is now shattering into a thousand pieces, that are impossible to put together.

I have no idea why my life is turning out this way. Not a clue.
I just hate it.
I really do.

Some people don't actually know how I feel. It may seem like I'm content, but really... my life is just so difficult to control.
I can never say, "I'm happy with my life", and actually be truthful.
I'm now the kinda girl that can say sorry, and not mean it. I can break the promises I promised to keep.

Sometimes, I don't mean anything I say.
The "I Love You's"
The "I'm Sorry's"
The "I understand's"

Now what happens next?
Oh, here comes all the negatives.

Heh, I guess great things don't exist in my world.