fml.

Mariel, suck it up. Crying isn't going to help it.
It won't put a smile on my face. It won't make me happy.

It's all different now.
I missed him so much.
I doubt he'd be reading this right now.
Either way, Idgaf.
I'll let it out if I want to.

;

I haven't used Blogspot in so long.
Tumblr is way better.
But I don't care. ahaha

TUMBLR.

I'll be using Tumblr from now on (:
Follow me if you have one:

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July 28th - 30th

Currently one of the best weeks I’ve ever had during Summer ‘09.

I’ve gotten SOOOO close to Mac Mac & Matthew. They’re practically my new bestfriends <3

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

DAY 1 -

Woke up at 5 in the morning to get ready; Ate Michelle picked me up at 5:45.

We ate breakfast @ McDonald’s & just ate at the car. Malea and I were practically asleep in the car. But somewhat still awake (: We arrived at Irvine at around 6:15 and we hung out at Ate Michelle’s house until she gave us chores :( YAY us

We called Kuya Mike and asked him if Mac & Matthew were getting ready..

They we’re still asleep -_-

So that means…. They weren’t coming ‘til LATER. So that ALSO means that Malea and I had to carry all of the boxes into the storage room ):

I’m guessing one box weighs about 50-70 lbs ?

We had to carry about 17 boxes -_-

ANYWAY. When we finished doing our chores, Ate Michelle had to finish some errands.

We went to the Bank then we went to this store.

I bought some sandals (: Purple, fo’sho.

Oh yeah, I went pee at Pizza Hut :D It was great.

We went to Irvine Spectrum to meet up with Mac & Matthew at 6.

When we saw them, they still looked tired. teehee

When we got home with M&M (Mac & Matthew), we hung out and talked.

It’s so fun with them. I wish they didn’t have to live at San Diego ):

If they lived in West Covina/ La Puente, I’d wanna see them everyday (:

‘Cos it’s so fun when they’re around. ehehe

We didn’t sleep at all. We pulled off an all-nighter (:

Spent the whole night watching Twilight and White Chicks. Talking those long talks. Hacking on myspace with Mac Mac. Waking each other up when you need someone to talk to (:

DAY 2-

It continued from Day 1. Since we pulled off an all-nighter (:

Ate Michelle caught us at 6 in the morning, still awake. So, she made us go to sleep for about 2-3 more hours x]

*sleeping*

Then we all woke up (: RISE AND SHINE ! teehee. I opened my eyes with Mac Mac on his phone playing poker then staring straight at me <3

But I think Matthew was still asleep? ‘Cos he was snoring. teehee

That day, we went to the Orange County Fair :D It was superdupertastic FUNNN !

The first ride we went on was REMIX. Well, I think that’s what it was called. lol

It’s kinda better than Zipper. But hey, I’ve got my opinions.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! SPEED IS LIKE THE BEST ! It’s like the 3rd or 2nd highest ride in the area. Malea and I rode it, and we were laughing and screaming at the same time. teehee

So yeah. We lost the fambam and hunted for them. I wanted to buy my brother something from the small Cartoon Field, but one freakin’ stuffed toy cost 20 bucks. So I was like, “OHH HECK NO ! Not gonna waste my 20 bucks for one stuffed anime.”

So then, Malea and I saw this shop that sold bracelets. NOW WE ARE MATCHING ! hehe. 3 BRACELETS FOR 5 DOLLAHS ! great bargain there. lol

I wanted to buy one for Mac & Matthew, but they didn’t want one. Hm, too cool for bracelets? lol

We arrived home at around 10 ?

We didn’t pull of an all-nighter that night. But Matthew did. lol

I almost fell asleep on Mac Mac’s shoulder, but then Malea started snoring… and it woke me up. teehee (:

DAY 3-

By the way, I’ve done more things during Day 1 and 2. But I’m too lazy to type down every single detail xP

Anyway. Day 3 was our last day.

But it was probably the most fun day (:

Woke up at 8:55? I went to the market with Ate Michelle to go grocery shopping.

Oh goddddd, you should have seen how much groceries she bought.

We needed TWO carts o.O

Arrived at her apartment at about 10:15.

Ate breakfast. Played around with Mac & Matthew. Computer? TV. Getting ready for Huntington Beach.

While we were in the car. Mac was checking out girls walking on the sidewalk. HAHAHA it was freakin’ hilarious. lol & Malea thought I was high o.O

We went KAYAKING!!! I didn’t know it would be SOO FUNN !

Malea was my partner & it was hilarious. But I’m surprised that we didnt’ tip over. teehee. We kayaked for over 2 hours. & gosh, I was tired.

When we finished kayaking, we got in the car and bought McDonald’s.

We dropped off Mac & Matthew at their Dad’s work and they went off for registrations for school at San Diego.

I wanna see them again.

Anyway, Malea went over to my house & I cried. ahahha

Don’t worry, I’m good.

We watched ‘Don’t Mess With The Zohan’ and started cracking up.

YAYAYA We even had In-N-Out.

Best week ever.

<3

072309

MAN !
GOOD DAY ! FOOD DAY ! BOBA DAY !

01. Went over to Hannah's house.
02. Chilled over there for a while.
03. Went over to La Puente Hills Mall.
04. Got our tickets for Transformers 2 (finally I watched it)
05. *Watching the movie*
06. All of us went to the Food Court to eat L&L
07. WE FEAST !
08. We got Boba (:
09. Went downstairs and went to Tilt (:
10. Played a couple of games and won bracelets. Ha, thanks to Hannah's quarters (:
11. Took pictures in the photo-booth.
12. Left the mall.
13. Went to Barnes & Noble.
14. Took pictures in the store. haha
15. Went to Albertson's.
16. Played with bouncy balls. hehehhe
17. Got dropped off at my house (:

THE END.

100 interesting things???

Hope this keeps you entertained.
Hopefully this is interesting :)

001. Friends & Family are my #1 priority.
002. I never know who my true friends are.
003. It's hard to trust.
004. Joghurt is currently one of my favorite frozen yogurt.
005. Nogales' yearbooks are fun to look at.
006. I need to wear chapstick every single day.
007. I stopped blow drying my hair.
008. I wanna buy that purple straightener.
009. I think belts are a cute thang to spice up your outfit.
010. I love the color purple (pshhh, who doesn't know that?)
011. My dream job is to be a photographer. But let's see where the future takes me.
012. I've never actually gone swimming IN the ocean.
013. Pantene & Dove is my favorite shampoo.
014. I wish I owned a Mac book.
015. This is probably going to take me forever! (:
016. Pon & Zi are adorable
017. I wanna paint my room with different colors on each wall.
018. I find Facebook a bit confusing.
019. Myspace is better.
020. Tumblr is kinda better than blogspot/blogger.
021. Anyone hardly goes on Gaia anymore.
022. Twitter is my new addiction.
023. I can't draw.
024. I only doodle x]
025. I've only been to the Philippines like only 2 or 3 times in my life -_-
026. I want enough money in the world to buy as many books as I want.
027. Forever 21 has the cutest clothes ever.
028. The Hollister's I go to are always dark inside. haha
029. You can find cute clothes for the cheapest prices.
030. I wanna go on a trip to Hawaii for my HS Graduation.
031. Nisha & Jarren (maybe Breanna), are gonna go there for THEIR grad.
032. I'm a sucka for acoustic players.
033. Having fun takes my mind offa thangs.
034. I hate it when things don't go as planned.
035. I feel so sad when I say NO when someone invites me to their Birthday Party. (Just like Nicole.)
036. I love hanging out with Breanna Nicole Sta. Ana
037. Shooooot, I love hanging out with EVERYBODY! (:
038. I think it's cute when asian boys where hats w/ those skinny jeans (:
039. Plaid flannels are the cutiestestest.
040. Disneyland IS the happiest place on earth.
041. I find it sweet when someone remembers everything I tell them.
042. I can keep any secret.
043. I can eat 5-6 tacos at Jack in the Box :D
044. I can be a biggggg FATTY.
045. I'm indecisive.
046. I share a camera with my brother, but this summer... I'm practically the only one using it. shhh, DON'T REMIND HIM! (:
047. I wish I can dance like those groups in ABDC.
048. I think Jacob is waaaay cuter than Edward Cullen.
049. I wanna play badminton in HS like Jarren :)
050. Apparently, I'm in love with Boba.
051. I'm nerdy-like when it comes to school.
052. Just thinking about 7th grade kinda scares me.
053. I'm hurrying up because I have a party to go to.
054. Mitchel is this one boy that has made a big impact in my life.
055. I kiss my brother goodnight as much as possible.
056. I find sarcasm a little annoying.
057. I can't wink with my right eye o.O
058. Sometimes, it takes me over 15 minutes to choose what I'm gonna wear.
059. I love the DKNY perfume; it's green. & I love how it smells.
060. I haven't had popcorn in forever.
061. I'm regretting to often.
062. Monster can get me sooo hyper :D
063. I go on YM everyday to see if I have any offline messages.
064. I like Selena Gomez's clothes better than Miley Cyrus. hahahah
065. But hey, I love the show- Hannah Montana.
066. Some horoscopes actually come true.
067. I tend to always smile for no apparent reason.
068. Laughing is my #1 habit.
069. I think Bath & Body Works is waaaay better than Victoria's secret perfume and lotion.
070. My hair is supposed to be at least 2 feet long.
071. I regret ever cutting my hair short.
072. V-necks are my favorite
073. Michael Jackson will never be forgotten.
074. I get scared easily.
075. I'm beyond ticklish. So don't tickle me. hehehehehe
076. I take 10-12 minute showers.
077. I think Gladiators are really cute for the summer.
078. I click my teeth between every lamp-post or tree. Weird huh?
079. I wish on a fallen eyelash.
080. Sometimes I stay up until 11:11, just to grant my wish.
081. I figured that not all of my wishes came true -_-
082. I can get hungry very easily.
083. My laugh is indescribable.
084. I've always imagined my "happily ever after."
085. When I was born, I weighed about 8 pounds (heavy huh?)
086. I can memorize the beat & lyrics to a lotta songs.
087. I believe in ghosts.
088. I wanna join choir right when I start highschool.
089. Life Teen is in my future.
090. I always wanna make new friends.
091. I can get tantrums if you bother me.
092. Candy is something I've been lovin' ever since I was little.
093. Fighting with friends taught me a lesson.
094. I say "you're cool" to a lotta people.
095. I wave to nice strangers :)
096. I've never ever ever been to a basketball game. Someone take me! haha
097. I don't wear make-up, unless there's an occasion.
098. I've always wanted a Golden Retriever.
099. I love Chicken Joy !
100. I'm not a good guesser.

WELL.
Hopefully that was interesting.
It's just something I see from a lotta people.
Were you entertained? No? Yes? ha, idc.

07. 17. 09

DARN. I should have done this yesterday.
But yeah..

Yesterday was awesome! (:
I hung out with Breanna, Nisha, Mac Mac, Matthew, Fabien, Kaylie, & Ethan.
Phew, that's a lotta people I have to deal with. haha.
But it's fun!

Started off with me hanging out with Mac & Matthew.
We went upstairs and hung out over there. They were playing with toy cars. Mac & I were the ones that had to clean it up -___- even though I just got there. heh

Later on, Breanna and Nisha left to go swimming.
The rest of us just hung out in a corner near the stairs o.O It's a 3 story- house and the 5 of us chose to hang out on the stairs. haha FAIL

So yeah. Freakin' Fabien slapped me in the face. I slapped him back :D
Ha, they even dropped like 17 DVD's on my lap.

A while later Breanna and Nisha came back while me and Mac were playing card games.
THEN, we ALL went swimming.
HAHAHAHAHAH Ethan was checking out Breanna's boobs o______O
He was like, in a daze. His mouth was open, saliva was coming out on the corner of his mouth. It was hilarious.
& me and Matthew started sticking sunscreen to Fabien's back HAHA
He didn't even notice it at all.

So yeah. It took us like 5 minutes just to get into the pool 'cos we had a hard time trying to open the gate. But thanks to Breanna, it opened (:

I'm guessing we went swimming for about 2 hours? I'm not sure.
Well me, breanna, and Nisha went swimming for about 2 hours, while the rest of them went for about 3 hours?

I don't know if I got darker. hehe
Well anyways, we went back to the pool after we took a shower, and told everyone to get out of the pool.

Just a couple of us watched The Simpson's movie.
Ha, I almost fell asleep 'cos I was sooo tired.
MAN. Matthew and Mac were fighting because Mac accused Matthew of breaking his Ipod.
So yeah, they fight like that. lol

Well... I hung out with Breanna and Nisha outside the balcony/patio.
Man, we were cracking up ! It was hilarious. hahaha
Then they played spoons.

Hahahahaha! Breanna's dare was freakin' hilarious ! I should have gotten that on video.
Well yeah.
My Mom came and picked up me and Breanna.
We got home and ate Pizza ! (:

So yeah.
that was it !
I want one of those days again.
Sucks 'cos Mac & Matthew are probably leaving TODAY ):
It's always fun when they're around.

Joghurt

Yesterday was a great day !
First started off with Mac & Cheese at Breanna's house, then had Joghurt.

We saw this old man that was driving on the freakin' sidewalk ! haha
I have a video of it on my Youtube. Go check it out !

Well yeah.
La Puente Hills mall today with Breanna!
Let's see what kinda food we're gonna eat today! haha

Funtasticulated weekend.

This week was a fun week !
I've been going to Ate Nina's house like every single day.
Although, I missed spending time with Miss Breanna Nicole Sta. Ana
We both gotta catch up to each other.

Well, the week started off with Breanna's house.
Then on Tuesday, Malea invited me over to come to her house.

We had a great time at Ate Nina's house, playing around with Kaylee, Fabien, and Ethan.
Fabien says that Ethan has a crush on me o.O He's like... what? SIX ! hehe
Well anyways, it's always fun over there.

Just like YESTERDAY.
It was Ate Nina's birthday, and I came over to her house :)
When I arrived there, Fabien, Ethan, & Mac Mac started wetting me with their water guns -_- IT'S NOT FAIR ! No one gave me a gun. ahha

But yeah, anyway, we went to the pool 'cos everyone else wanted to swim.
Sadly, I had no idea we were gonna go swimming, so I didn't bring anything ):
But, I STILL GOT WET ! haha
For some reason, while this dude was gonna throw a water-balloon, he swung it backwards and it hit me ! HAHA, man, I was cracking up.
So yeah, I had to give payback.
Mac Mac helped me out, and filled up some water balloons.
BUT, I just threw it at random people. HAHA, it was freakin' hilarious :D

After 4 hours, we went back to the house and the little kids took a shower.
Even though I got wet, I didn't wanna take a shower. hahahaha.
Mac Mac, Matthew, and I were like the only one that didn't take a shower -_- we laughed at each other for no apparent reason. haha

BUT YAHHHHHHHHH. I got a lotta exercise. looool
Reese & I walked around the whole complex like, 3 times. We even saw Salo-Salo. haha
We went back to the house, and grabbed Matthew and Mac Mac with us.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Ohhh danngggg.
Man... like... Mac Mac and I were walking, and we saw a girl in the restroom through the window. & DANG, Mac Mac was like... STARING HER DOWN ! looool.

HAHAHHAHA! OH MY GOSH! Oh yeah man.
Like, we were walking through trees, and Mac Mac was going past a balcony.. and all of a sudden, HE CAME RUNNING BACK ! hahaha
He saw a dog. It barked at him. lol
Mac Mac thought that it was a big huge dog, but the second time we went passed it, it was just a small beagle. HAHAHA
Dang, what a loser x]

SO YEAHHH.
It was like dark when we got back home.

I had Hi- Chew yesterday !
Haha, I had to chase after MacMac just to get it. & Hey, he's a pretty fast runner. lol.

Well, that was YESTERDAY. lol

I've got plenty more to say.
But hey, I don't have enough time in the world to type that much.
I'VE GOT THINGS TO DO ! :)

adios.

<3

She's a cutie. Too bad she wasn't looking at the camera -_-

My Twittascope.

You may take on too many tasks today and then feel frustrated that you didn't finish everything you started. Nevertheless, your self-judgment can be overly harsh, for others see what you did, rather than what was left undone. Instead of criticizing yourself, try to enjoy the variety of activities that fill your day. It's not always about production; sometimes the most significant experiences are the transient ones that have no apparent tangible value. Sunday, July 5, 2009

;Dang. That's so true.

It's Reality.

Reality is great! Isnt' it ?

Well, not in my world.

I'm not exactly satisfied with what's going on in my life.
I know that something is missing, but I'm too hesitant to know what it is.
All the little things that are happening, are making up this BIG world that we live in.

& this is the time when I take the blame.
I'm guessing it's my fault that my life has turned out this way.
My actions can make a big contrast towards my future.

But are my actions causing these fights with my friends? those doubtful rumors? all the drama?
'Cos I don't really know.

Someone's gotta persuade me into getting to know reality.
I'm getting too distracted with the stupid things in life.
They've gotta push me into doing what I'm supposed to do, until the right thing comes to my senses.

Right now, I just gotta believe that everything is a part of REALITY...

Help.

I just need help right now.

It get's harder & harder everyday.

I can't handle all of this anymore.

- Drama
- Fighting
- Rumors

EVERYTHING !

It's like as if a boulder is being carried on my back, and there's no way to get it off of me. I just don't want to live my life this way...

I want to wake up in the morning, knowing that everything is going to be okay.
I want to fall asleep at night, knowing that the next day will be better than it ever has.
I want to know a lotta things. But hey, I'm not smart enough to do that.

Summer '09 is kinda like a roller coaster. My summer has its UPS 'n DOWNS.
Ugh, I WANNA SCREAM !

Nobody really ever understands. I wish there was one special person in this world, that could be there with me, side by side... just there for me...
They'll give me a shoulder to cry on. They'll help me through those little problems, even the big.

But hey, not all wishes come true.
However, there is always such thing as HOPE....

God, please help me.

John Legend- Everybody Knows.

Currently one of my favorite songs :)

Well, I woke up this morning frightened by my brother's face :D haha. We scared the poop outta each other. And we both realized that we're the only two home, and our parents are gone o.O

Anyways.
Is my life getting better? 'Cos I think it is.
I've forgotten the people I wanted to forget...
I've been catching up with the long-distance friends...
I've been doing my own thing, instead of what other's are doing...
I've reminisced all of my past...
I've been making new friends at parties, summer school, etc...

I guess it's starting off as a great summer.
I wish I was at San Diego right now with Malea, Mac Mac, Matthew, and everyone else.
But too bad, I didn't go ):

Let's just wish tomorrow will be an amazing day (:

I'm done.

7th grade is coming up.
And I'm done with the past...

Hi, I'm Jan Mariel Sandoval and I'm that kinda girl that wants everything she wants, but never gets it. I'm going to become a 7th grader at Giano Intermediate, and I don't want anymore drama, rumors, fights, lies, etc, starting all over again in my life.

I've had these braces for a long time now, and I'm glad that nobody has judged me because of that. These days, I don't really know who my true friends are. It's a strong mystery I need to solve. I still hang-out with those people that only care about themselves, and that's gotta stop. I need friends that actually care about me, and will always be there for me.. day by day.

I gotta stop pretending. Honestly, I just want to fit in like everyone else in school. Ya know, wear those skinny jeans, cardigans, fix your hair every morning to look good. But that's not really who I am. Sometimes, I don't even care what I wear. Because then, I would know if people like me for who I am, or who I'm not. Fitting in with the crowd, and being popular.. is every girl's dream. Unfortunately, that's not mine.

I need to make the right decisions. My conscience is telling me to do the right thing- just do whatever I want to do. Not what everyone else is doing. But I STILL want to be like everyone else for some reason. Right now, I don't care if people leave me out. Go ahead. Because true friends, never leave each other behind... Go think about that.

I've had my little crushes from the past few years. But please... I don't care anymore. Boys are the last part on my list.

My lesson is learned- listen to the people that you believe in; Respect the people who respect you back; If you care about someone, then you would do ANYTHING for them.. even death.; Don't be someone you aren't, 'cos karma can get you back; Make right decisions, it will do you good; It feels really nice to tell everything to someone that has all ears on you, and their arms ready to give you a hug after it's all over.

That's it. I'm done with all of this drama, rumors, lies... EVERYTHING. I've learned my lesson. I'll do whatever I want to do in my life. Don't give me a hard time, 'cos my ears aren't wiling to listen to you.

I'm out.

.

"One friend in a lifetime is much; two are many; three are hardly possible. Friendship needs a certain parallelism of life, a community of thought, a rivalry of aim." - Henry Adams

Reflections.

Do you think you know me?
'Cos apparently, I don't even know who I am, myself.

Looking in the mirror, is just the outside. Not the inside. You might think some person is sympathetic and charming. But really, get to know their inside- before you see who they truly are.

But hey. You never know, maybe they're nice inside AND out. That's a great person right there.
But be careful in choosing your friends. They can change really quickly.

I'm not saying my friends have changed...

Or am I?

Go figure it out. You can do it.

J&H; H&J

Jan & Hannah; Hannah & Jan.

Try to tear us apart. 'Cos it ain't gonna happen!

We're the kinda bestfriends that share each others food.
We help the other one stand up, before she even falls.
We improvise songs with just a melody.
We can confess anything to each other, with no repercussions.
We write each other those little friendship letters, so in the future, we can reminisce all of this.
We sing a duet, but too afraid what people are gonna think on Youtube :P
We can get each other jealous, but we just laugh about it in the future.
We both wish that our friendship would last forever..

That's for sure.
So, if you have a bestfriend out there...
Tell her/him, everything you need to tell them.
Because you never know... that could be your last chance.

Hannah. Let's make our friendship worth it.
Let's go to the mall, buy each other things at Forever 21.
Let's have sleepovers that last for 2 days.
Let's play Chubby Bunny together and post it up on Youtube.
Let's give each other those blind-folded makeovers, like Sonny with a Chance :P
Let's watch those horror movies 'cos I know it's so fun watching them with you.
Let's buy REAL friendship necklaces/bracelets.
Let's just be bestfriends forever? Deal?

I know I'm kinda making a BIG DEAL about my friendship with Hannah.
But I don't really care what you think. 'Cos having her a part of my life, is just... perfect.

Hannah Francesca Mojica Cueto, you're the bestest friend anyone could possess.
I'm glad to call you MY BEST FRIEND.
Oh wait, scratch that...
MY SISTER :)

Funniest Day EVER!

Today I went over to Breanna's house.

And OHHHH GOSHHH. I LAUGHED SOOOOO FREEEEAKKKINNN MUCHHHH!!!
I couldn't breathe at all!
I was laughing for like, 4 minutes straight.

Man.
That was HILARIOUS!
I want one of those days again. haha :P

Confusing much?

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I know I've recently did a post today, but I have some things to say...

Right at this moment, I really hate a few things that are currently, or has happened, in my life.

1. I hate how happiness can just fade away with a blink of an eye.

2. I hate how this summer, I'm hardly going to see my friends.

3. I hate how some people 'think' they know how you feel, when actually, they really don't.

4. I hate how you plan something, but then all of a sudden, it gets canceled.

5. I hate how there's only a handful of people that I fully trust.

6. I hate how he seems like the only one that fully cares about my feelings.

7. I hate how the people you love just leave you, but then they come back with an apology.

8. I hate how your friends think you're full of joy just because you don't seem sad on the outside. Just because you don't show it, doesn't mean you don't feel anything.

9. I hate how happy songs can actually make you cry.

10. I hate how you can miss someone so much, you wish you never met them.

11. But somehow, I LOVE how typing this all down... makes me wanna say, "I love my life." Because sometimes, living in this place we call 'earth', can be the best part of all.

I thought to myself, "Why do I always worry about all my little problems? I should just thank God that he has given me a life to live..."

MARSHMALLOWS

Sound sooooo good right now >.<

I've been craving them for quite a while.
Someone go buy me some. hehe

Anyway, today was an okay day.
Woke up at 6:30. Dang, I was still soo sleepy. It was difficult for me to open my eyes. 'Cos my mind told me to go back to sleep. haha

When I got to Giano, it was like any other Summer School day.
When the 2-hour class was over, I saw my brother walking down the side-walk to pick me up.
Hehe, It's funny how my friend Luis says, "ALTOIDS"

So yeah.
My brother and I walked home.
I needed to go pee kinda badly. LOL (That's something personal)

And ever since 10:17, until now... I've been doing the same thing.

- Eat
- Computer
- Television
- DS

Boring life right there. haha!
I wanna go to the mall tomorrow.
And go buy some things at Forever 21.

I think Breanna's at Las Vegas right now... or at least, on her way over there.
She's gonna bring me back a bracelet :) Yay !

AND YEAH.
I wanna go to Hannah's house today.
But she hasn't gotten home yet, since she's still at Summer School.

Gosh.
Writing in a blog can be sooo tiring. haha
I've been typing on this keyboard ever since this morning.

I need Pinkberry.
Yeahh, that'll get my mind off of things :PP

Thank God.

I'm finally getting over him.

Let this continue... my life can definitely be how it's supposed to be.

Thank You, God :)

GEEEZZ

My mom is getting me mad.
She's yelling at me for no apparent reason.
Mann... FILIPINO PARENTS! -_-

Anyway, my day was okay.
I woke up at 8, still sleepy... yet hungry.
So I went downstairs and ate some breakfast.

Afterwards... I went upstairs.
Today... is now boring.
lol

I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!
gosh.
i need a life.

Man. Awwkkward.

I woke up at 7:40 to eat breakfast and get ready for church.

Church was same as always.
But I was sitting next to a cat. But usually, I call him "Kuya".
He was scratching me!!
Like nonstop.

I tried everything to avoid him from doing it again.
I even got my scarf and wrapped it around my arms. But I failed.
So now, I got red marks streaked on my arm. Hopefully it fades. (:

When church finished, my family and I went to Island Pacific, and Rite- Aid. hehe
And yeahhhh, we went home afterwards.

What else did we do?
Ugh, nothing!
Cos today, was a boring day.

But just recently, my mom got a haircut near Seafood City. You filipinos know that place right?
Well, surprisingly... I saw Sabrina there!!
Her hair was all curled, and she had make-up! Ooooh, what a cutie!

Later on, Sabrina left... and like 3 minutes later... I SAW MITCHEL!
I was like, "WTF? Who else am I going to see?! THE WHOLE GROUP!?"

Mannn. I want to see how Mitchel looks like after he gets his haircut. x]]]]

SO YEAH. I'm pretty bored.
I need a life.

-________-

1st day.

Today is the first day of Summer Vacation.

I'm kinda telling this to everyone who is reading my blog:

I like this boy. But it's an "On & Off" kinda thing.
Like for example: I like him for 2 months, then my crush on him just stops. Then... later on, it happens again.
Ughhh... I just don't know what to do.

I kinda feel heart-broken right now, for various reasons.
- I know he likes someone else.

This can probably put a clue to my Yorbita friends out there:

I've always said, "I just want us to be bestfriends. Nothing more."

So there ya have it.
My clue on who that "boy" is. I'm sure you guys can figure out who he is.

And honestly, I'm trying to stop myself from falling in love with him/ liking him. Because sometimes I feel like there's always someone else that can have a happier time with him. You know?
So what's really the point of trying, if you know you're just going to fail.

At times I wonder how my life would change, if I never met him?
Heh, I'm guessing I wouldn't be in this mess right now.

I just have to stop my heart from loving him, more than what we are- bestfriends.

God, tell me what to do.

Why?

Is my life somewhat getting WORSE AND WORSE?!

Today is the last day of school, and it has to end this way.
He told me something... and now, I regret hearing it.

I don't know if you guys know who I'm talking about, and I'm sure HE doesn't know himself.
I just wish I had the power to go back in time, and fix EVERYTHING that I want to change.

It kinda feels like every single day... my life is changing in a way that makes me want to forget about all the things that has just recently happened in my life.
I want to scream so loud, my eardrums will shatter into a million pieces..

Just how my life is now shattering into a thousand pieces, that are impossible to put together.

I have no idea why my life is turning out this way. Not a clue.
I just hate it.
I really do.

Some people don't actually know how I feel. It may seem like I'm content, but really... my life is just so difficult to control.
I can never say, "I'm happy with my life", and actually be truthful.
I'm now the kinda girl that can say sorry, and not mean it. I can break the promises I promised to keep.

Sometimes, I don't mean anything I say.
The "I Love You's"
The "I'm Sorry's"
The "I understand's"

Now what happens next?
Oh, here comes all the negatives.

Heh, I guess great things don't exist in my world.

I hate this.

I don't want 6th grade to end this way:

Fights. Drama. Rumors. Long conversations that make you cry tears of sorrow.

I want it to end with:

Laughs. Craziness. Tears of joy. And just happily hanging out with my friends.
Nobody being left out.

These days, I just want to scream until I lose my voice.
Although, my voice is never heard.
Only the "specifics" hear my words, and try to help me out.

It's alright if they don't understand me.
Because I don't even think one person in this world, is willing to be smart enough to do that.

God, help me.

I'm saying

FML too often.
And it's gotta stop.

BUT HOW?

School is somewhat my new depression. Despite having school over in 3 days.
I realized that my life isn't always filled with "happiness"

Today at school, my friend Alyanna and I had our "Confession Talk" and our "Whatever you want to say to one another" talk.
It feels soooo good to let it out to someone you fully trust.

Even later on today at school, we had another one of those talks. We walked around the field about 4 times (just the two of us), and another 2 times with Abigail. Later on came Teresa :)

Hopefully I do this with them again tomorrow.
Sometimes, I just want to let go of everything, and start off fresh.

Moving to another school is a good start?
Hm, some part of me wants to run away from all of my friends, and just let loose.
Although, another part of me wants to be with them forever.

Robert (one of my good friend's), saw me cry today.
He said, "Aww, Jan. Wipe those tears off your cheek. Don't cry. Everything's gonna be alright."

But no, eveything isn't gonna be alright.
Everybody says that these days, but it's not always true... most especially not for me.

Gosh, life can be so complicated these days.

I just wish tomorrow will be a better day...

PYT

I just woke up from a 4 hour nap.
I somewhat feel so much better.

Today, I won't be able to go to Hannah's house.
I won't be going with Breanna to watch UP, since I already watched it.

So, I basically have nothing else to do.
But I still need to look for an outfit to wear to my brother's graduation, which is coming up this Thursday.

Anyway, my day was OK.
I woke up at exactly 6:33am, since we had to drop off my brother at Cal Poly Pomona, because he had to take a test.
We got kinda lost looking for his room on campus, cos CAL POLY IS PRETTY BIG!

It was about 8 o'clock when my mom and I arrived home. We left the house at 7.

Then when it was about 12, we went back to Cal Poly to pick up my brother.
He's the one that drove us home.
But first, we went to Jack in the Box :)
I can't wait to tell Aaliyah! haha

We got home.
Ate our Jack in the Box.
I watched tv.
Then I took my nap :)

NOW, I have woken up.

HA, I finally thought of an answer to this question.
"What is one thing you do 24/7?"

answer: BREATHE

:PP

Gonna go catch come Zzz's (:

For some reason, he's all I've been thinking about.
I want him OUT OF MY HEAD!

Thank God I'm going to sleep.
Just please don't tell me I'm gonna be dreaming about him.

Gosh, that would be a nightmare. ha!

But he's just my bestfriend. I shouldn't be feeling these kinda things.
I mean like, I don't like him more than a friend.

So, Why is this happening to me? I've never experienced these kinda things before.
Sometimes, I wish the world could be put on a PAUSE, and time would be frozen.

I always thought... should I just leave someone, before they leave me?
Should I not get too close to someone, because one day... he/she might hurt me?

But really, I need him out of my head, my mind, but most definitely NOT out of my life.
Sometimes, I just need my mind to be clear, and nothing nor NOBODY is in my head. I don't feel like thinking about anyone right now.

I never really know what sorta things are happening in my life.
In school... I'm always wanting to be alone.
Hannah tries to make me laugh, most of the time it works.
Mitchel is... doing everything I want him to do...
He's making me happy, making me laugh, being my bestfriend, giving me hugs, doing our handshakes..

From Monday through Friday, people at school are all like, "Jan, are you sad?" "What's wrong?" "Go get Mitchel, he makes you happy!"

Yes, I'm sad.. I don't know what's wrong, AND I KNOW MITCHEL MAKES ME HAPPY!
Some people just don't always understand me, and I'm okay with that. Because not everyone in this world is smart enough to do that.

I need some rest.
Hopefully Hannah is praying that I would get better soon enough, so I would be able to go over to her house to see her new puppy! :)
Actually, hopefully someone is praying for me out there....
I know I am...

Goodnight.
I'll somewhat blog about my day tomorrow.

I want to capture all of these moments playing in my head. And never forget about them... Because one day.. for sure... these memories will all fade away...

I reminisce the past, cherish the present, and imagine the future...

HAHA

Okay.
Right now, I'm on myspace talking to Aaliyah.

AND WE ARE CRACKING UPPPPP!!
We're talking about random stuff.

And not to be mean, but we're talking about Erika.
Aaliyah is all like, "When she walks on the earth, she jiggles."
Even though it is soooo mean, you gotta admit, it's pretty funny.

I should stop, shouldn't I?
Yeah yeah, I should.
I'm not a mean person.

No, Jan Mariel Hernandez Sandoval is not a mean person :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i just needed another laugh :PP

OH WOW.
Now we're talking about food.
That's all Aaliyah and I ever talk about during Miss Becerra's class.

"JAN! Aren't you craving..."
"Aaliyah! Feed me, I'm hungry."
"NATALIE! Aaliyah and I are hungry, do you have anything we can eat?"

I feel like a fatty -_-

I don't feel good.

I'm sleepy.
I have a stuffy nose.
My head really hurts.
I'm coughing.
I actually have a small bump someplace on my head.
I feel dehydrated.
& I still went to school.
I need a life -____________________-

Someone come over to my house, make me a bowl of ramen (:
Oooh, that would make me feel better!

Good thing it's FRIDAY. Oh joy T_T

Life

CAN SMELL MY BUTT!

i hate it.
life can be precious, yet frustrating.

I'm tired,

of always getting accused of being someone else....

These past few days.... people have been thinking I'm another person...

AM I BECOMING DIFFERENT?

If so, please speak up.

Also, people think they know me so well... but they really don't.
Gosh, I don't even know MYSELF!

I'm just kinda getting tired of my life changing all of a sudden.
Even though my life changes for the good, and for the bad...

& I have about 10 more school days..
So that means, a new school... and most definitely... having new friends...

But really, do you think really know me ?









Think hard on that question....
Then when you're ready, give me the answer....

Outdoor Science School !

OH MY GOSH!

Outdoor Science School has been one of the best experiences I've ever had in my life!
I didn't want to leave yet!

THE FIRST DAY was great!
While we were on the bus, Me, Mitchel and Patrick were fooling around. We took videos that make me laugh all over again :) HAHA when I took out the camera and started a video, Mitchel put on his 'emo hair'. I bet he did that just cos the camera is on. hahaha!

Well, on the first day, we did the Night- Hike! It was beautiful, yet scary.
The beautiful part was all the stars that were surrounding the sky. I saw the big dipper, and Mitchel's made-up happy face constellation.
We even did solo walks in the dark, but I had Alyanna as my partner cos I was too scared to do it alone :PPP

THE SECOND DAY was good too.
Breakfast was delicious! Lunch was great! Dinner was yummy! :)
Sleeping in the cabin was kinda hurting my back, but at least I had fun. But the suckish part was that my bunk bed didn't have a ladder.... I slept on the top. ): So I had to climb my way up the bed, but it was fun ! :)

WE WENT ROCK-CLIMBING and did ARCHERY!
i reached the top of rock-climbing.

We went hiking with our Field Instructor, Mitch.
It was very tiring, but fun !

THE THIRD DAY was fun too.
What did we do ?
OH YEAH! was it the 7-8 hour hike? YES, YES IT WAS!
it was verrrrry verrrrry tiring! BUT SOOOO WORTH IT!
The view was great!
I've never seen something like it in my life :)

And now today, was the day we left for camp.
I will really miss going to camp.

But I missed so many people here:
- Family
- Kuya Jarren
- Kristine May Lim Balo
- Breanna Sta Ana
- EVERYONE!

Well, I'm really tired!
bye bye

ily <3

One more day. 288 more hours.

The 6th graders have one more day until Outdoor Science School.
& about 288 more hours until the last day of school. Seems long huh? Not really. Days, Hours, Weeks, everything.. can go by pretty fast.

Well, I sure can't wait until TUESDAY! I'm already packed up for OSS :)
I'm not exactly sure who I'm gonna ride the bus with, the day we leave this place we call 'Yorbita' for 4 days. Cos 'someone' wants called the window seat (*wink wink* MITCHEL!), even though I CALLED IT FIRST! And I thought about it like... DAYS AGO! So, I might just sit next to Alyanna or someone. haha :)

WELL, I'm somehow gonna miss my brother. I'll miss kissing him goodnight. haha :)
But I can live.

Well, I'll be counting those hours. And the day we leave for 4 days :)

Kristine

AWWW.

Well, Hannah and I are always here for you.
& Thanks for trusting the both of us.

I love you, Kristine May Lim Balo!!! ♥

oh WOW.

I haven't written in my blog in a while.

Just recently, I've been reading some old "Chat History" on YM. & I realized that my friendship with other people, have really changed- we've gotten really closer.
6th grade is coming to an end... but I can't wait for Summer School at Giano.
I don't wanna lose the bestfriends/Friends I have right now..

Mitchel. Hannah. Sabrina. Patrick. Sebastian. Niel. Donald. Alyanna. Ishmael? And a lot more people that has made a huge impact in my life.

Now here: I've got a couple of things to say for you guys:

MITCHEL- You are like, the bestest guy friend I've ever had. Even though I've only known you for about 8-9 months, I don't know what I would do without you. You've taught me how to just be myself around others. I like having our play-fights, because it's so fun doing it with you. lol. & whenever I'm with you, I have so much fun! I want our friendship to last forever... Yeah, we might go seperate ways towards our future... but you'll be in my heart forever. The hugs you give me are nothing compared to other boys. haha :) & you sing very good, it's like a... lullaby that can put me to sleep. ahah! I'm so lucky to have you. And I remember the last time you held my hand.. you didn't wanna let go x] I won't ever replace you... so don't replace me! jk. 7th grade is heading towards our future, and we will for sure, make new friends. But, I don't think I can find another boy that I can have so much in common with. I got so surprised when you said that you click your teeth in between every lamp-post or tree, JUST LIKE ME! & are we still helping each other find our 'someones'? Because I kinda just feel like giving up because I feel like it would take a lifetime just to find him. Well, I've got so much more to say... but I guess that's gotta wait.... i love you...

HANNAH- OH GOSH. It's been 6 years. What do I have to say about you? HMMM, you are not even my bestfriend.... you are practically a sister to me. I know we've had our fights in the past, but I think that's how our friendship grows. We learn from the mistakes we've had in the past, so we know what to do in the future. Right? I love the laughs we share together, the memories, the times when we close off all the lights.. we lie down on your bed... and we just sing, or talk. :) I want us to be bestfriends for a very long time! Let's go for... 0295274982742 more years? haha! :) And as you know, 6th grade is coming to an end, and 7th grade is gonna be a new beginning. So, you ready? well.. i love you....

SABRINA- Hey SABRINA! haha! Well, I've gotten really closer to you this year. I love the hang-outs that you do at your place. THEY ARE SO FUN! So, we're gonna do them again during Summer Vacaton right? haha! Anyways, I remember we only had a fight.. ONCE? So, let's keep it that way. haha. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you! You're cool like that. What else should I say? HMMM,.. I'm not exactly sure. But... let's stay friends for as long as we can! EVEN YOU AND HANNAH! Don't be not friends, then you connect, then not friends.. then you connect. haha JUST STAY CONNECTED! LOL! :) Well... I love you SABRINA! :)

PATRICK- Hm, I just gotta let you know that the song you wrote for me, is very cute. haha. You've always been there for me, and I appreciate it. & I'm always there for you too! I love eating your Choko-Choko. haha :) You can always make me and everyone else, laugh. HAHA! see!? lol. Anyways... let's make our friendship last. I love you...

SEBASTIAN- Let's see. I know we don't talk much at school, but we do talk on Myspace. lol. We always talk about random things. & it's very entertaining. lol. We talk about sleeping in classrooms, how fat we are, our butt size. HAHAHA. And many other random things. LOL. Sabrina is very lucky to have you! You're a great basketball player. & plus, you care about all of your friends. You're great, Sebastian! love you...

ROEN (NIEL)- Man Niel. YOU ARE SO FUNNY! That's what I love about you- you can make everyone laugh. aha :) & I love the teddy bear you gave me! It's so cute! I love poking your tummy, IT'S SO ADDICTING! haha! We are all very lucky to have you as a bestfriend/friend. I love you!

DONALD- WADDUP!? haha. We've practically been friends since 5th grade. And I remember the time when you and Mario were fighting over me saying, "NO! SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND!", "NOOO! SHE IS!" Then you guys would throw crayons at each other. lol :) The silly faces you do make me, and everyone else laugh. And you are a really great friend. I can always come to you whenever I'm sad. And I appreciate that. Thanks for everything! I love youu....

ALYANNA- Heeey girl! Lol. Let's see... we've been really close friends since, 4th grade right? But in 5th grade, we didnt' talk much since we were in different classes. BUT IT'S COOL! Our friendship is still growing strong. ahha. You're a great friend! & I'm so lucky to have you! I LUB YA! :)

ISHMAEL- Hey Kuya? Uhm.. yeah... I've known you since.. kinder? hahaaha. But we've only gotten close in 6th grade. But it's alright. You're cool. ahaha. & yeah... idk what else to say... bye... lub you...

You guys are the best!
I don't know what I would do without you guys!
I love you all so much! Let's all stay bestfriends/friends for as long as we can!

Thanks guys... for everything...

I LOVE YOU ALL!

Nobody

is online ):

I'm tired.
Yesterday, I went to my Ateh Stephanie's birthday party. I made a new friend (: her name is Andrea.
We have a LOT in common.

- We're the same age.
- Our birthday's are in the same month. Although I'm older than her by one day.
- We're both in 6th grade.
- We're both GIRLS. hahaa
- We both shop at Forever 21 x]
- We like messing around with babies. lol
- We even gave each other our phone numbers to stay in contact. hahaha!

SO YEAH.
Yesterday was a good day at the party.

Andrea and I started off being shy to one another.
Gosh. Both of our Mom's made us sit in a corner... just so we can get to know each other. pshhh. MOM'S! lol
But it was worth it, though. (:
There was this baby boy, and I wanted to know his name.
Unfortunately, he never heard me even though I was talking right in front of his face. I even started poking him.. AND HE STILL DIDN'T NOTICE ME!! HAHA

So Andrea and I took his chips away... but our parents caught us hiding it from him.... so we put it back. lol
But we were laughing A LOT! hahaha!

We ate some cake. lol
After we finished, we threw it away... and we were gonna go to the garage through a dark side of the house... but then... Andrea was all like, "What if we see something?"
HAHAH. So we just ran back inside. lol

Sadly, it was time for me to leave.
But before I left, we gave each other our phone numbers and we hugged :)

WELL, that's what happened YESTERDAY.

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, to all of your mother's :)

I woke up at around, 8ish.
I had breakfast.
Watched television.
Went on the computer.
Ate spaghetti.
My Dad came home with Jack in the Box- I'm so happy. lmao

Then here I am.
Writing in my blog.
Nothing else to do.
None of my friends are on myspace.
Nor Yahoo.

It's 2:33pm. On my way to church in 2 hours.
What shall I do ?
EAT ? SLEEP ? WATCH TV ? or, NADA ?
I think I'll go with all of the above.

OR, I'll watch funny videos on Youtube, as always.
Nahhhh. I don't feel like laughing at the moment.

WELL. that's it for now.
bye
ily ? <3

The Real Deal.

I'm still very tired.
I slept at around, 11:45pm just reading a book I barely started. Now, I'm almost done. haha

Anyways.
This weekend has been very tiring. Despite the fact that I usually fall asleep in class, my life is going out pretty well.
I'm still currently thinking about him- my bestfriend. I woke up this morning, having him stuck in my head. And Mitchel, if you're reading this.... GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! You're just giving me headaches. LOL :)

Well, the sun is out. I'm breathing. I have the bestest bestfriend. The best big brother. A great family. Don't you think that's a great life? If so, I agree with you.

Probably later on today, I'll be going to a party. If possible, I can take pictures and post it up on myspace. :)

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I don't want this 6th grade year to end.
This is actually the best year I have ever had.
I don't want to lose the friends I currently have....
I don't want to lose my bestfriend...

I just wish that my life would stay the same while I'm moving on to 7th grade...

Oh gosh. Another year ahead of me...

- Hearing rumors.
- Making new friends.
- More classes.
- New school.
- More stress. I can't take it anymore...

Well, enough about the negative...

Let's move onto the positive.

Outdoor Science School is just 12 school days away. :)

YOU'RE COOL.

OH GOSH I'M TIRED!
The whole 6th grade ran around the field for as many times as we can until Mr. Workman tells us to stop.

But anyways, my day was alright.
Started off with school and having Mr. Workman's class for 2 hours and a half.
I felt like going to sleep. haha
Hm, what did I do for recess? OH YEAH
Mitchel, Patrick, and I hung-out with each other near the handball courts... also at lunch recess.

Uh, yeah.
That's it for now.

bye.
ily <3

Do we actually 'Define Bestfriends' ?

This entry for today is for Mitchel Austin Lee.

Hm, what would I do without you? NOTHING! Mitchel Austin Lee, you are truly one of the bestest friends I have ever had. I've never had this much in common with anyone. I can't imagine my life without you. You basically filled the crack in my heart. I've never had this kinda friendship with anyone since I have walked on this earth. And when I held your hand the other day, it's like I didn't want to let go. Because if I let go, what would happen if we leave each other? And I didn't want that to happen at all.
I'm so lucky to have a bestfriend like you.
You're a bestfriend I can talk to for hours and never get sick of it.
You're a bestfriend that hugs me and doesn't want to let me go.
You're a bestfriend that loves me for who I am.
You are just one of the bestest friends I have ever had.
Please, don't let anything or anyone... ruin our wonderful friendship...

And just because I have a 'girl' bestfriend, doesn't mean that WE shouldn't be bestfriends.
I don't want ANYTHING to keep me from losing you.... you're like.... a miracle to me.

Thank You so much for everything you have done for me.
I know we've had those silly fights, but that's what makes us even closer.
I learned that you learn from your mistakes.... but the friendship we share with each other is MOST DEFINITELY not a mistake.

Mitchel, you play a very important role in my life. Nobody in this entire world that we live in, will replace you... and I promise you that.
Just to let you know, I pray for you every night. And I thank God that he has given me a bestfriend like you.

Hey, Mitchel? Bestfriend? Fried Rice? (:
You have no idea how much I love you.... forever and always...

-Jan Mariel Hernandez Sandoval.

P.S. I feel like holding your hand.... maybe... one more time? -_-

KJ

The day started off when we got a phone call from our Ateh Michelle.
I was sooooo excited. I called BREANNA right away and we were screaming like crazy!!!
Haha, we were talking about what we were gonna bring.

After I ate El Pollo Loco at my place, I went over to Breanna's house.
I watched Bride Wars with Breanna's mother while she took a quick a shower.
We went over to BI's room and we ate yummy cookies!

The door bell rang.

IT WAS ATEH MICHELLE!!! When we heard her we were all like, "AHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOSHHH!!" We were running in the hall way.

It took me a while to put on my shoes. ):

Later on in the day, we went to Albertson's and Malea wrote her name on a desk. She failed to take it off. HAHA
Ugh, KJ had to come with us. haha

Then we went to Kuya Jones' and Mia's wedding reception area.
IT WAS VERRRRY NICE! lol

After that, we went to the Cajun Corner.
I love their strawberry lemonade. <3
Unfortunately, we went to Fashion Island but it was closed ):

So, we went to Irvine Spectrum and we went straight to Forever 21.
I bought 2 sunglasses. Breanna bought earrings, sunglasses, and a jacket.
But Malea bought 3 shirts, a purse, and 4 sunglasses.

We went to Nordstroms and Me, Malea, and Breanna bought matching PEACE bracelets. (:

We were planning to watch 17 Again, but it was too late.
So, we just baked brownies instead.
We slept at around 2am.
OH GOSH. The fire alarm went off and it lasted for about 30 minutes!

Well, that's it for now.
BYEEE
ily <3

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Okay. I posted that part of my entry earlier this morning.

But now, I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT MY WEEKEND !!

First of all, we went to church. But I forgot what the church was called. haha.
But it was awkward because, they were talking about S-E-X eww
haha

Then as always, my Ateh Michelle took pictures. But that was a beautiful church. haha
Then after that... we went to this asian market in Irvine.
And this dude came up to my Ateh Michelle and said, "Oh, you have 3 daughters?"
HAHA. BUT WE WEREN'T HER DAUGHTERS! But we just played along with it. lol
We were like, "MOM! can I buy this?" "MOTHER! I need a napkin!" hahaha
and we got HI-CHEW!
It's very delicious. lol

Then... WE WENT TO NEWPORT BEACH, BABYYYYY !!
Man my legs freakin hurt.
We biked like... 2 miles !!!
It was fun though.
And we were playing in the waves... but we only wet our feet. looool

BREANNA'S BUTT GOT WET! BUAHAHA! EPIC FAIL ! & btw, BI and BREANNA are the same person. lol

that's it. lol
bye
ily <3

Yesterday; May 1, 2009

Oh gosh.

YESTERDAY WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN FUN.

But let's talk about school first. Yeah?

Well, school was fun.
WHOOO. Testing is overrr ! haha
All three of our classes were kinda the same as every other day. Except for Mrs. Blackler's class.
Mitchel held my hand.

He was like, "Mariel, what if I die today?"
So, he asked if I wanted to hold his hand. So sure, I did.

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ST MARTHA'S FAIR!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!
Man, that was fun.

First off, Hannah and I saw Niel, Patrick, and Mitchel standing near the booths.... but Hannah and I didn't want them to see us.
Unfortunately, they did. haha
The first ride we went on was ZIPPER!
Patrick wanted to ride with me. But then, Mitchel wanted to ride with me too.
& come on... I wanted to ride with both of them ! haha!
But I wanted to experience riding ZIPPER with Mitchel, cause I wanted to hear him scream. haahaha

-_- I WAS SCARED! Cause before the ride even started, Mitchel was all like, "FINAL DESTINATION. WE'RE GONNA DIE!"
AND THAT SCARED ME! hahha.
So, I asked Mitchel to hold my hand. And he did. & WE'RE JUST BESTFRIENDS!! gosh. everyone thinks were something 'more' than that. It gets on my nerves. haha
I realised, that I now experienced holding hands with a boy for the first time in my whole entire life.
But yeah, for some reason.... I had this some sorta feeling inside of me... like... I kinda liked it. IDKKK !? ahaha

Well, I got egged so much yesterday.
I especially egged my big brother. haha

I got home at around 10:00pm ? haha! Oh yeah, I got there at around 6. So yeah... 4 hours!? haha!

& I'm so happy that I have found someone that loves me for who I am. 6th grade is truly one of the best years in my life, so far. I just wish that my friendship with him would last forever.

That's it for now.
& I'm gonna go to the fair again, today.
SO, LET'S HOPE I HAVE EVEN MORE FUN! haha

bye.

& Mitchel? I love you so much. Never let me go. Okay? ha :)

Just Friends.

by Musiq Soulchild.

WELL.
I haven't been writing in my blog for a while because I've been kinda busy.

Today was a good day. Despite the week of testing.
I woke up when I saw my brother lying on his bed.

School was alright.
I brought a bouncy ball. But I didn't play with it as much as I thought I would.
And at lunch recess, I hung out with Mitchel and Patrick.
It was actually very fun. ahaha
Patrick was teaching Mitchel how to do the team jerk. But I always tell Patrick to be careful, because he always hurts himself whenever he jerks.

HAHA. And in Miss Becerra's class, Mitchel was laughing the whole time.
HAHAHAHAHHA. I didn't wanna show that I was laughing, because I didn't wanna get in trouble.
HA, but inside.... I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY! HHAHAHA!
Mitchel got a chair and... OH GOSH. I can't explain how funny it was.

I only read one page in my book because he was distracting me the whole time!! but it's okay haha

That ends my blog for today.
And I can't wait for the SAINT MARTHA'S FAIR tomorrow! FSSSSHHHHHOOOO!! LOL

bye
ily <3

FINEESH!

Was what our substitute teacher today was saying at ELD.

MAN!
ELD was sooo freakin hilarious!
Our sub, Mrs. Felix, was pissed off. haha!

IT WAS SOOOO FUNNY!!
It was so funny, I can't explain how funny it is. haha!

WELL.
Today was somewhat a good and bad day for me.

): Sabrina and I aren't friends anymore.
But hopefully later on this week, everything will turn out fine. Oh gosh, I just wish it would.
The good part about today, was when Patrick, Me, and Mitchel were hanging out with each other at Lunch Recess.
Yulissa had this toy that squirts out water. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAA!!! OH MY GOSH. It was sooo hilarious.
She squirted water at Mitchel. HAHAHA!
Then Mitchel squirted other people. HAHA!
Oh gosh, that was hilarious.

& then Patrick was jerking, but then he almost fell!! HAHAHHAHA! but no offense Patrick. LOL

So yeah.
That kinda ends my blog for today April 27, 2009.

ily <3

An Unexpected Day.

In this blog for today, I'm going to talk about yesterday... since I didn't write about it.

WELL.
YESTERDAY WAS A VERRRRY FUN DAY AT HANNAH'S HOUSE!!

When we got there, I caught Hannah watching Bedtime Stories. & then after that, we played with a verrrry bouncy ball in the garage.
IT WAS SOO FUN! hahaha!
It was going everywhere! lol

Then after that, Hannah and I ate sponge-cake & cheetos puffs. (:
When we finished, we went back upstairs and we finished a couple of scenes from Bedtime Stories. HAHAHA. Hannah, if you're reading this... DEAD FISH!! HAHAHAHAHHA!

Okay, a while later... Hannah took a quick shower.
HAHA, then after that... we played with the bouncy ball again!! But we played outside instead of the garage.
IT WAS SOOOO FREAKIN FUN!!! We ran so far, I got so tired! haha
We actually even did a video of us running. And if you fast forward it, it looks so funny. HA !
We also danced randomly, too x]

Hannah's little 5-year old niece came over.
I noticed that Hannah get's really annoyed by her... and I can tell why haha
Her niece danced and sang... as if she was Hannah Montana. haha!
She started flipping her hair, and jumping up and down the bed. hahaha

We listened to Hannah Montana, High School Musical, and other random ppl. haha
& then we tricked her into leaving Hannah's room so Hannah and I can just be alone.
HAHAHA.

So, it was just Me and Hannah in the room.
We turned off all the lights..... and we just talked.
We talked about each others problems... our confessions. And yeah.. that's about it.
Hannah, if you're reading this... I'm always here for you, and you can tell me anything <3

Well when we finished talking ,we played a webcam game. IT WAS SOOOOOO FUN! AND HILARIOUS! I even have a video of us. Man, we look retarded. HAHA
There was a game when we were "Washing Windows". That was fun.
& we played this fun "Ninja Game" when we had to hit the ninjas. lol

Then I had to go home. But it was about 12:25AM when I left her house. I actually got there at around 3:30.
OH WOW. I was at Hannah's house for, 9 hours (:

I fell asleep at about 3 in the morning.
I accidently left the light open. since I was reading a book. So the whole time I was asleep, the light has been on.
MANNN, I'm a waste of energy. HAHA

WELL. That's it por today.
BYEEE

ily <3

WDBF.

Yeah.
Today was one of the best Friday's EVERRRR!! haha.

It started off with Computer Lab this morning at school.
It was pretty boring since all we had to do was either work on our project, Ultra Key, and help others. I chose Ultra Key. lool
Mitchel was just listening to music. Even though you weren't supposed to do that. lol
And the new girl, Gloria, was sitting next to me. So, I helped her whenever she needed help. (:

Then we went back to Mr. Workman's class.
BORING as usual.

Then after that, we had Miss Becerra.
That is kinda one of my most favorite classes. Hm, I wonder why? CAUSE I LOVE READING!? lol. And, that's kinda the only class when I get to actually talk to Mitchel.
Cause in Mr. Workman's class, we can barely talk. And in Mrs. Blackler's class, we're too far apart. So yeah. Miss Becerra's class is betterrr.
I read "Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul IV" Those books are very interesting :)

LOL. Then later on... we had lunch.
Lunch was fun :)
Mitchel, Patrick, and I were all together and just talking about random stuff near the handball courts.
Patrick was all singing. Mitchel was trying to kick a wall HAHA. And I was just laughing the whole time LOL
Very very fun.

And on the table... I wrote: "Mitchel, Patrick, Mariel= WDBF"
WOOO HOOO ! lol
We also played Tic-Tac-Toe. :) HAHA, out of random... Mitchel took out a pencil. LOL

And then me and Mitchel did our handshake :)

WELL.... I'll tell you the rest laterrr.
I'm talking to 2 of my bestfriends right now on YM!
BYEEE

ily <3

TEEHEE.

MAN. WHAT IS UP WITH THE WEATHER??? It's really hot, THEN IT GETS ALL COLD! gosh. hahaha

WELL, today was a pretty good and fun day at school.
I woke up at about the same time as yesterday.
Then I went into my brother's room to help him with his laces on his shoes. looool

It was about 7:30am when I left my house to go to school.

At about 8:40 the whole 6th grade took our Panoramic picture. HOW FUN!? no. hehe.
Thank God I wasn't the tallest girl in the school. HAHA. When we took the picture 3 times, Hannah and Sabrina were behind me. THEY WERE MAKING ME LAUGH TOO MUCH! haha.
My butt kinda hurted since I was sitting 'criss-cross-apple-sauce' on the ground floor hahaha. But I'm all good :)

Then my homeroom went back to Mrs. Blackler's class. And we got a new student. WOOPPPIIIEEE! T_T looool
Ryan was flipping EVERYONE off. Even though most of them didn't see him do it. LOL. Silly Silly Ryan ha.

Then we had Mr. Workman. How boring LOL.
I dont wna talk about his class. It makes me depressed. HAHA

WELL. we went to Miss Becerra's class afterwards.
She read a couple pages from City Of Ember... as always.
:P and for some reason, Mitchel and I were looking at each other AGAIN! It makes me giggle whenever we stare at each other in that kinda way. lol

Then it was time for lunch.
Dang, lunch recess was pretty fun for Me, Mitchel & Patrick.
We were all trying to make up a handshake. Well, Mitchel and Patrick were... I was just watching. But it was pretty funny! LOL. Then, we were talking about songs. & then randomly, I heard Mitchel and Patrick singing the POKEMON THEME SONG. haha, POKEMON FTW! loooool.
Sadly, our happiness together ended since the bell rang. lol.

& I did me and Mitchel's handshake at Lunch Recess too!
It was soooo fun! lol.
I hugged him too. :)

DUUUUUUUUUUUUDEEEE!!!
It was sooo scary when the lights in Miss Becerra's class started to flicker. IT MADE MY HEART PUMP LIKE CRAZY! looool.
It was like... on and off... on and off. GOSH! It scared me. lol
& then again, Mitchel and I stared at each other again. TEEHEE! :P

Then we had ELD.
HAHA, Hannah and I were 'SHARING' our answers to each other. LOL.
It was pretty funny :)
Then... it was time for dismissal at 2:10

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! Time to go home LOL

Well, that's it for now.
I'll add on when I come back from Breanna's casa.

BYEEEE.
ily <3

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HOLA! I'm back! Well, I was back like... 30 mins ago. BUT IM BACK! hahah
Breanna's house was fun! or shall I say.... FUNNY!! hahaha

Breanna was making these faces that made me laugh sooooo freakin hard, I COULD BARELY BREATHE! hahaha!
And we ate... OF COURSE! HAHA.
Oh wow... today was a good day. Yes, indeed :)

WELL. that ends my whole blog for today, APRIL 23, 2009 :)
ily <3

MAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRIIIIEEEELLLLL.

Was what Breanna was saying today. hahaha.
I just came back from BI's house, like a few minutes ago.
WELL..

Thank God today wasn't as hot as it was yesterday.
I woke up at about... 6:13am today. Then, I got ready for school.

When I got to school, Brice, Mitchel & Patrick were sitting down on the bench while Hannah and I were standing up.
Then Niel and Sabrina came. Woooopie!!! :)

HA, I told Niel to tuck in his shirt.. then I grabbed his backpack and just left him there. LOL
Then when we got near his classroom.... I told him to try and get his backpack away from me... but he didn't catch up. lol

My homeroom had Miss Becerra for our 1st class/period.

• She read us a few pages from City of Ember.
• We did DLR.
• She gave us her TP. & our table had to make up something like, "My name is JAN, and I like jelly beans." HAHA.
• Then we had our Independent Reading. I actually wasn't bothered much as I expected it to be.
• Mitchel never signed my Reading Log. HA, and I never signed his ):

SO YEAH.

Now we had Mrs. Blackler's class next.
It was kinda boring. ):
HAHAHA, Ryan took away my crayon T_T

THEN WE HAD, Mr. Workman *sigh*
We did our Test Practice thingy.
LOL, Luis and I were helping each other out. We were all like, "Luis! For number 57, I got B. What did you get?"
Or, "JAN!!! I don't get it!" LOL

Then it was time for lunch.

Lunch was pretty fun.
Inside the cafeteria Me, Hannah, Niel, Sabrina & Sebastian were all sitting next to each other. BUT, Sabrina and Sebastian were sitting next to each other on the other side of the table. hehehe. HOW CUTES! LOL
& then, Hannah and Sabrina made me leave even though I didn't finish my RICE KRISPIE!! HAHA! The Rice Krispie is so small and cuuuutee! loool

Then we went to our Lunch Recess.
It was kinda fun I guess.
loooool.

THEN WE WENT BACK TO MR. WORKMAN'S CLASS T_T
We did a MWU.
Then, we corrected our homework? Yeah. We did that.
But for some reason... Mitchel and I were looking at each other like... every 5 seconds. LOL. It's addicting though
lol.

THEN WE HAD ELD, and I had Mr. Workman AGAIN!! gosh fml. haha x]
Well, it was 'Working Wednesday'. So that meant we could work on anything we want. I worked on my Math Homework so I don't have to do it at home :)

Well... time passed by pretty quickly.
SO IT WAS TIME TO GO HOME! YESSSSSSSSSS!!!
I felt like sleeping. But I didn't want to anymore. haha.

Well... That's it for now.
BYEEE.

ily <3

BUAHA

Man. IT'S STILL SOOOOOOO HOTTT! i hate the weather. I hope it dies. HA, jk jk.

WELL. today was a pretty good day.
I woke up at about, 6:15am. AND IT WAS SOOO HOTT!

School was good. But hot... as I said.
When I got there... people were in a circle. haha :)
Then later on.... Mario and Bryan got a condom (I know, very gross... but funny!) and they blew it up like a balloon AND THEY POPPED IT! HAHAHAHA! Hannah and I were cracking up. lol. Then the Vice Principle's son snitched on them.
PSSHHHH! What a brat. LOL

Anyways. I went over to my classroom to drop off my backpack. And I had Niel's backpack too. HA, Niel ran after me because he wanted his backpack. But he didn't catch up! LOOOOL. Niel's so cute!!! In a baby kinda way. LOL

Well... as every Tuesday.... we had Mr. Workman first.
Then Miss. Becerra.
OH, in Miss Becerra's class... NATALIE WAS ANNOYING ME AND AALIYAH SO MUCH!! AND THIS IS SOOO GROSS.. but like.... she got her eraser then made a circle with her finger... and yeah.. you get the picture. lol
And then she was saying my full name over and over and over again!! JAN MARIEL SANDOVAL... JAN MARIEL SANDOVAL.... JAN MARIEL SANDOVAL...
GOSH! It's like she's obsessed with my name or something! lol

SO YEAH.
We had Mrs. Blackler's class next. But we had Mr. Mendoza as our sub.
It was pretty funny when Ryan was coloring his paper. :)
But then, while he started coloring.. he was all jumping up and down his chair. HAHA. But still.. very funny lol
OH GOSH! Then when we came back from lunch... Sarah (idk how to spell her name) started staring at me in a way that I do not like at all. AND SHE WAS COPYING MY PAPER!!! fml

Tomorrow... I'm gonna tell Mrs. Blackler to move her. SHE IS GETTING ON MY NERVES! But I don't want to show it. I don't wanna be mean. hahah

WELL YEAH.
ELD wasn't as fun/funny as yesterday. lol

SO, IT WAS TIME TO GO HOME AFTER ELD!
It was sooo hot. I felt like taking all of my clothes off! But I would never want to do that AT SCHOOL! HAH. no... no way! lol

Before I left... I wanted to hug Mitchel... but yeah.... I didn't get the chance.
& I'm sure Hannah is reading this right now. LOL

Hannah came over to my house after school. We went on the computer.
Then we ate.
Then I went to her house.

While we were on her way to her house, there were cars passing by.. and the driver was looking at us. HAH, it was a filipino dude... I think? Then there was this other guy. He scared me. LOL
Eventually... we got to Hannah's place.

We lied down for a while.
Then Hannah & I were talking about 'something'. I WAS LAUGHING SO MUCH! aahha. Then, I sat on the carpet.
When I wanted to stand up, I couldn't. HA, so I told Hannah to pull me up. FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL!! HAHA.
She pulled me up and down, and up and down!! I got so tired!! LOL
& Hannah, if you're reading this... I'M GONNA DO THAT TO YOU NEXT!!!!! PSHHH!!
YOU MADE ME TOUCH SOMETHING THAT I DIDN'T WANNA TOUCH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! But it was sooo funny huh!? lol

Then, we did our homework... while we watched ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY. I got kinda distracted. But I still finished my homework! haha
We had Frappacino (if that's how you spell it) haha.
It was verrrry good! Like STARBUCKS! lol

But then... I had to leave cause my Daddy was waiting downstairs. lol
I gave Hannah a hug before i left :P

WELL. That's it for now.
BYE BYE!!!

ily <3

Sleepy much?

BECAUSE I'M FREAKINNNN SLEEPY !!

I felt like falling asleep in class. haha

Well... today was a HOT, good day.
When I woke up this morning, it was about 6:17am.
I was still so sleepy... as you may know. haha. & then, I went into my Kuya's room to say goodmorning. But I realised that he was half awake & half asleep. Yeah, I don't get it either. haha
So then... I got ready for school.
Me and my brother had breakfast together. Yeah... we're getting closer. I like it that way.. haha :)

Anyways, my brother was the one who drove me to school. But my Mom was still with us since my Kuya doesn't have his car insurance yet. ): He wants it NOW! haha.
So yeaah.
I was glad that I was able to see my friends again... of course! haha

So uhm. Yeah.
Hannah & I had this conversation during recess :) We hugged each other afterwards. tehehee

ELD was funnnnaaay!
Hannah and I were making silly/ plain ugly faces at each other.. HAHAHHAH
&& Mr. Workman looked at me in a way that scares me. haha. :)


Well, just so I can save up time.... that's it for now!!

Byeeee.
ily <3

Lake Elsinore.

WELL, I think that's how you spell it. HAHA :)

Today was a good day :) I woke up at about.. 9 something. I had breakfast. & yeeeahh..

At about, 12:27pm my cousins came over to my house to pick me up.
We went to my Kuya Jone's house which is at Chino. Then we went to Lake Elsinore (it's not really a lake). haha :)
IT WAS SOOOO FREAKIN HOTTT!! Man... I felt like dying. AAHAHA :)

Malea & I bought Dairy Queen. I had a Chocolate Shake. :) She had Strawberry

My brother bought TWO SHOES! They look verrrry nice! haha :)
I bought two shirts... and a bag x]

When we were done shopping, we went back to Chino and we had JOLLIBEE!!! FSHO! haha :)
I forgot what I got. BUT IT WAS GOOD! haha :) I am such a filipino lol

I didn't make it in time for church because I got back at around.. 7:00pm. HAAHAHA & church started at 5.

So yeah. That's about it.
This ends my blog for today! APRIL 19, 2009

ily <3

Buttercup Baby.

I LOVE THAT SONG!!
haha.

Anyways, today was a pretty good day for me... unlike yesterday...
Well... I know that I have besties that can always make me happy.
Like yesterday... even though I was still sad... I talked to two of my bestfriends on YM- Mitchel & Hannah.

Mitchel made me happy... because I actually got to talk to him for a while. :)
& Hannah made me happy... because she always does!! haha. She made me laugh a lot... and she made me giggle too!
I would NEVER want to lose those two because they made a big impact in my life. I have no idea what I would do without them. :)
& if either one of you two are reading this.... I LOOOOVEEEEEE YOUUUU SO MUCHHH!! haha :)
I love my other bestfriends/ friends too of course!! lol

WELL, as I was saying.... today was a good day for me. :)
I still wanted to sleep... but I was okaay. :)

Well.. at about... 10am... Me, my Brother, and my mom went to Swapmeet for some reason. haha. Then after that.... we had Mc Donalds! FSHO! Well... I had an Iced Mocha. I GOT SOOO HYPERR!!
lol

Then... at about... 3:00pm, my family and I went to Puente Hills Mall. I didn't but anything. ):
BUT I SAW SABRINA and GABBY and THEIR DADDY!! hahahha! But they didn't see me. T_T lol

Well... I think in a few minutes.. My Tita and Malea (my niece. or cousin. OR WHATEVER!) is gonna come over to my house.

That ends my blog for today. April 18, 2009.

BYE.
ily <3

FML T_T

Okay. Today is NOT MY DAY!
I don't feel like telling you why.

But today, I realised that I am actually important to someone. The words coming out of his voice, "Mariel, I can't live without you."
I love him.

Yeah, today... I'm not gonna write anything else.
So that ends my blog for today. April 17, 2009.

ily! <3

Kill Paradise.

Life has been a bit complicated for me lately. I'm making a few mistakes... but I realised that you learn from your mistakes... so you wouldn't do them again.
& That's true...

This past week... I'm supposed to have fun since it's Spring Break. But as I said... something is getting in the way of that. Yeah.. sure I'm having fun. Of course I am! But my mind is currently thinking about something... but I don't exactly know what that 'something' is. It's a mystery I'm trying to solve on my own. I don't want other peoples help... I want to do some things on my own now.
I know that I ALWAYS have my family & friends to help me out... but there are some things in life that I have to do by myself.... no help needed.

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ANYWAYS. Today was alright.

I woke up at about... 8:30. I still wanted to sleep.. but my mother woke me up.
We had Chow King for breakfast. :)
Then after that, we went to the Post Office.
Then the Bank.
Then home.
Then we picked up my brother. haha :)

I'm kinda sleepy. (:
I'll go take a nap.

BYE!

ily <3

Ooo Wee.

Hm, I haven't written in my blog for a while.

SOOO. My Spring Break has been alright.
But in the other past Spring Breaks I've had, I get to go to Amusement Parks with my cousins.
Although, I like hanging out with my friends too! :)

Well, I woke up at about... 7:15 today. Yeah, I know! PRETTY EARLY HUH!?!? lol :)
Cause today Hannah & I are gonna watch a movie in AMC. But I don't feel like telling you what movie it is. HAHAH :)

So, I'll get back to this blog as soon as I can.
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!
DANNNNGG!
Today was a fun day. haha.

MOVIES. CUE. EAT! haha!

Yeah, we watched a movie called... Hannah Montana? haha. Yeah, some people think it's lame... but I don't care. :)
I actually saw Carlos there. I was walking & he was all like, "JAN!"
haha, I ignored him. :)
Well, it was pretty fun watching Hannah Montana. Angelo (Hannah's brother), was watching it with us... and he was laughing the whole time! haha. But it was funny though. lol :)

I enjoyed watching the movie. x]

SOO, when the movie ended... Hannah and I went to the restroom. :]
Then... AFTER THAT.... WE LEFT THE MALL.... AND WENT TO CUE!!!

Buahahahaa!!
It was so fun!
We only went to 3 booths, but we got soooo many pictures!!! I don't even know where to put them. I'll just save them until I die. HAHA :)

Well yeah... after we finished... we went to STATER BROS. haha :)
Hannah & I were trying to dance the "HOEDOWN THROWDOWN", in Hannah Montana. looool!
FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL!!! hahahahhaha
& I was riding in the cart. HAHA. IT WAS SOOOO FUNNN!!! :) Hannah rode in the cart too :)

WELL YEAH. That's it for now.
ADDDDIIIIOOOOSSS!! bye

ily ! <3

Twilight :)

Currently watching TWILIGHT with my big brother right now. haha :)

I woke up at about 7:05am today. It took me a while to get off of my bed since I was still a little tired.
UHM. We had breakfast... but then my mom had to go to work at about 8:00.

I watched some television.
I ate pandesal. haha x]
& other random things.

But today I realised something- This week is Spring Break! I have to have some fun. But something is getting in the way of that. I just don't know what it is. Is it because I miss my friends too much? Or am I just this boring? haha :)
For some reason... I sometimes want school because that is the most possible way I can see my friends, unless you know... someone makes a hang-out. haha :)
I just hope that I have a lot of fun today.

I'm looking forward to this Tuesday & Wednesday.
TUESDAY- Hannah's house!!
WEDNESDAY- Hannah's going to pick me up early in the morning so we can watch a movie in theaters. :)

SO YEEEAH!
Today was an 'alright' day for me.
I've had better. lol.

I went to church today at about... 4:40pm. I was still pretty early.. since all of the lights were kinda off. haha :)
After church, went to Island Pacific. I saw Hannah there. :) Then NIEL! haha! :)

WELL, that's it for now.
My big brother wants me to get off the computer.

BYEEEE
ily <3

PUTANG INA!!

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!! T_T

No quotes for today.

WELL. Today was a pretty chill day.

I woke up at about... 8:30 today.
My Mom wasn't home since she was at work. Uhm, I saw breakfast sitting on the table. So i ate. lol :) I wanted to eat everything, but I forgot that I still have to save some food for my brother. LOL :)

SO, since both of my parents were gone. Kuya Jarren & I fooled around with each other. haha. OH YEAH! While my brother was about to eat breakfast... the plate was turned over on the other side, right? & he put his food on the back of the plate. HAHHAHAHA! DUDE!! IF YOU SAW THIS IN PERSON... YOU WOULD CRACK UP!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! I was all like, "HAHAHA! FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL!!! HAHA, *almost cries* KUYA YOU FAIL!!"
Then Kuya said, "FCUK!! Mariel, putang ina mo!! Don't laugh at me! It's not funny!!" hahaha!
Then he slapped my butt with the plate. lol! then he washed the plate again. HAHA

YEAH. then after that... we both watched Step Up 2 on Starz.

What else happened?

UHMM.... I had to clean the whole house. how sad.

I read a book. I ate a lot... since there was nothing to do. lol
UHM. I went on the computer.. as always.

I talked to Sebastian & Niel. HAHA, it was pretty fun/funny talking to Sebastian. LOL; We were talking about random things. :) & you wouldn't want to know what it's about. Hhahaha.

OH YEAH, I was talking to Breanna on AIM today. & we were scaring each other. hahaa. I was all like, "Oh Breanna! Don't look at the mirror. You might see something!" HAHA.

WELL, my hands are cold... and they're hurting. So I guess that's the end of my blog por today.
So... ADIOSSS AMIGOS!!!

ily <3

Uhhh.

No quotes por today :)

WELL, today was a FUNNN DAY. Even though it's, you know, Good Friday T_T

This is going to be a long blog for today. So you better be in a 'reading' mood. hehe :)

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I woke up at about... 6:15. I got out of bed at about... 6:23. hehe :)
Then I got dressed up for school. & I ate breakfast. Then I went on the computer for a couple of minutes x]

I got to school at about.... 7:41?
Yeah, the morning was alright.

We started off with a test for Math class in Mr. Workman's. It wasn't that hard.
SO, after that, we went to the computer lab. T_T I didn't get to hug bestfriend, even If I wanted to. lol
MAN, we had to do this ULTRA KEY thinga ma jigger. I JUST FELT LIKE GOING TO SLEEP!! )):

When we went back to class, Mr. Workman gave us a couple of minutes to work on any assignments :)
We went to Miss. Becerra's class room.

& uhm. She talked about something, I just forgot. haha :)
AND WE CHANGED SEATS TODAY!!! I can't see Mitchel's silly face anymore. haha :)
Now I sit next to Armando. Aaliyah is in front of me. & I forgot who else? haha

Anyways. We sat down at the carpet for Readers' Workshop.
I WAS SOOOO INTO MY BOOK! & yay! I finished it today! WOOPIEEE!! :) lol
So uhm... nothing else interesting happened today in Miss Becerra's class.


NOW, MRS. BLACKLER'S CLASS!
We started her class with listening to "Animusic". Then she passed out the papers for our Social Studies Test
It was pretty easy though. Thank God I knew most of the answers. :)

WE HAD ELD.
We didn't do anything :)
Mr. Workman just discussed stuff about our Outdoor Science Camp. & then after that... he let us talk! hahaha!
HANNAH WAS MAKING ME LAUGH TOOOO MUCH!! Haha

IT WAS TIME TO GO HOME!
I took pictures. haha

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Me, Hannah & Breanna went to the Passion Play @ St. Martha's.
We saw my brother.
HAHAHA, we laughed a lot

T_T I didn't get the chance to video tape my brother while he was playing the role of 'Peter'. haha
Well, we stayed at church for like... 4 HOURS!! lol
A lotta things happened. But I'm too sleepy to tell them all.
& I noticed it's not that long.
Let's just wait until tomorrow :)

GOODNIGHTT!!
bye.

ily <3

BOOM JAMIMA!

"You're running through the forest. OH SHA, you're running to fast! BOOM JAMIMA!.... You hit a tree."

HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Ickest



YEAH, earlier today when I got home after school, I went on Youtube & watch Ickest. hehe :) It's so funny.

ANYWAYS. Today was a pretty good day.
It started off waking up early in the morning to get ready for school.

When I got to school, Sabrina & Hannah were waiting for me in the parking lot of our school. haha, then all three of us heard Niel all like, "HEY! Wait for me!" HAHA. It was so cutes! :)

THEN, we had recess.
T_T I forgot to talk to Mitch this morning. Even if I told him I would haha. OH WELLLL. I still have tomorrow.
I JUST WANT IT TO BE TOMORROW ALREADY!!
Dude, Spring Break is just around the corner!! lol
I wonder what we're gonna do?? CAUSE I WNA GO SOMEWHERE!! I dont wanna stay stuck at home the whole week. What a loner. HAH

Well, I hope tomorrow will be a fun day.

Not that today wasn't a fun day, but it was just 'alright'.

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HA, I almost got zapped. Even Erin.

For lunch recess, I played basketball with Niel, Sebastian, Donald, and Ishmael. Since Hannah, Sabrina and Alyanna were inside Mrs. Blackler's classroom doing their project.
But it was pretty fun! haha

Then we had Miss. Becerra.
I WANTED TO READ THE BOOK SO BADLY ALREADY!
When Miss. Becerra finished talking I was all like, "OH MY GOSH!! Thankkk youuu!!!"
....
She heard me. O.o

(: Bestfriend hugged me todayyy!
I sold some chocolate.
I went to Island Pacific.
I went to Rite Aid. ha
I got home.

& now, I'm writing in my blog
loooool.

WELL, I guess that's it for now.
I just hope one of my friend's sign on YM.

BYE.
ily <3